I'm sorry for both your losses.
You should take a vacation. Take your kid with you drive around on backroads and ride through crop sprinklers with the sunroof open in your car.
It's always fun to surprise your kids with something out of the ordinary, plus it helps getting away from all the mental stress of thinking of your love ones that have passed away. Make sure to pass down what your dad taught you to your son.. That way he can live forever.
Love and Light.
