okay...so theres this guy....

he makes plans to do stuff...and then he doesn't go through with it...making excuses...except for the past couple times....and then we have sooo much fun..and in pictures...he's always next to me...and i'll move to the other side...and then he touches my head...and....BAH!

and then now that i'm leaving town for a while....every chance he gets he's like..."i'm gonna miss you so much ...what am i going to do without you.....You shouldn't leave.....Please stay......"



WHAT does that mean...am i being too much of a girl and analyzing it....or is it more....

cause last time i checked he wasn't ready for a relationship with me...and now he's with his ex gf.........





BAH!...i think i'm being paranoid..


oh one more thing...
he gives the LONGEST hugs ever....and they aren't the little butts out tap on the shoulder thing..there the stomach touching stomach 20 second squeezing hugs....





on second thought....maybe he's trying to kill me?